I need a space to vent my frustations and emo-ness. I don't know how much longer I can hold. I don't know why I've more problems than anyone around me, and I don't know why God has such plans for me. To make me a stronger person? I rather not be, and please eliminate my problems. I doubt anyone has seen the other side of me. I've reached a point whereby I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just a kid for-goodness-sake. Why must I experienced so much things in these years? Who knows that I'm suffering, who even bothers if I cry to myself? Every major year, there's bound to be something happening. This is a blog, but it is a very restricted place as I don't like to share too much about myself to others. So this place is semi-locked, by me.