Choir camp was a blast! I had so much fun during this weekend. You know you get to enjoy when you don't belong to any of the commitee. HEE.

1st day:

I'm in Venus. Jonny is the group leader, and the members: siti, cheryls, jeremiah, zhuyin, priscilla, yvonne, esther, haikal and kris. Had prac at night till ten plus. Broke up for group bonding session. I intro 'murder' and 'ping pong'. I didn't expect the group to have so much fun. HAHA. My group was so interesting and fun. We stay tilll 12.30, then it was time to sleep. I didn't get much sleep in the whole night, maybe one or two hours.

2nd day: Woke up at around 6 plus. Had PT, but I couldn't run cos' I was still having bad cough. After breakfast was prac again. Had small group, then off for amazing race. Venus was fantastic. Everyone tried their best and put in so much effort. Made me feel so proud of you guys. We emerged first!! WOOT. Rather unexpected, even though we ran almost all the time, plus we're super tyco all the time. CAMP IS FUN, but too short. BLAH.

I know something shocking today. PENGS.

I cannot get to sleep at this moment, cos' I overslept in the afternoon.
The whole day was sleeping and eating. I was forced to eat a slice of bread just now, so that I can take my antibiotics. I cannot imagine if I never eat that piece of bread, I think I'll start to get giddy, and perhaps vomit. This round of fever is super weird. I don't feel the heat on my body, however the heat comes from my brain and eyes. What if I go blind or brain-cooked the next mintue? HAHA. I still have the mood to joke, cos the medicine have yet to take any effects.

Take care of your body, everyone. CAMP IS COMING UP. WOOT.

39.6 degree celsius, that's what the thermometer read when I went to see a doctor.
Throat infection caused my ear drums to get infected too. That explains why I'm experiencing throbbing pain in my ears. I have to eat 5 different kinds of medincine, and doctor suggested cold shower once I reached home. I hate to be sick. I felt as though I'm gonna faint any moment.

I pang sei jonny and LJ today. Sorry. Another day la. I think the doctor gave a super strong antibiotics, and now I'm feeling much better. Skipped school, means no need to do econs and GP. I dunno what I've missed. Sian. I don't like to catch up with the lessons, but I've no choice. GOOD DAy. I'm gonna sleep again.

Officially sick. I'm down with a bad flu. Nose has been leaking since this morning. Had 2 panadols, then my nose leaked out panadol fluid. HAHA. I dunno la. Let's just hope my flu doesn't worsen and end up having a fever.
Bought cake for mommy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!

LOST.

I don't know how to communicate with my brother anymore. I'm starting to hate the sarcastic side of him. His words are like arrows that kept shooting towards me, and if I don't shield myself, I'll end up getting hurt. At least I can said I've tried my best to talk nicely to him for these past few years. He's becoming more and more like my father. Both are so full of themselves, end up losing friends or ended up not making many. I find it quite tiring though. There're times when I really flared up, and we ended up fighting. Wells, we always fight, no big deal. Why can't he be more understanding? I don't see the point of asking permission from him whenever I take his things, and he takes mine as though it belongs to him. It totally doesn't make sense. This is getting more and more frustrating. He's taking his O's, and why am I panicking for him when he can still play his computer games as though his exams were over? He doesn't worry about my A levels at all. The world is flat, acc. to thomas friedman. There's always two sides to everything, just like the world. Seeing one side only allows you to see half of the world, unless you can flip to the other side too. If you have never put yourself in the shoes of others, you will never understand both side of the story. So if you haven't, please do. Cos' it's tiring for the person who's doing that when you are not.

I feel like blogging again! HEE.
I'm in the midst of preparing for tomorrow's GP essay assignment.
I'm feeling better now, perhaps the panadol is taking effect after so many hours.
Bananas are really nice, and I had more than 5 bananas today. Call me monkey. haha.
Having chocolate can ease cramps. That's a myths, cos' it doesn't work on me. However my mood lightened up after a bar of Herseys' choco chip white choco. I'm quite easy to please, just give me some M&Ms.
I haven't touch my econs, please pray for me that I'll pass, so my class can skip next week's writting practice. I'm rather sick of copying already.
It's time for a change. I'm gonna change, but how? We'll see about it tomorrow.

Jason suddenly clicked on me and said I've grown a lot. I thought it was rather hilarious, cos' I don't know him at all. I only knew him during sec 3, when he mistaken me as his friend and added me, since then we never chat. The world is rather small. Who knows, we may know everyone around us soon. Everyone, let's be friends. HAHA.

HUI MIN, I LOVE YOU TOO!

It's sunday and no piano lesson! Double yay-ness.
Finally, I get to go market with mommy (:
I like to go market and buy groceries, don't ask me why, but I think it's fun. HAHA.
Have you ever seen white eggs? They came from black chicken. Weird huh.
It costs $1.70. More expensive than those brown ones in the market. That's the price you pay for eggs with low cholesterol.
Beancurd and bee hoon are yummy. I don't think I can go market for breakfast every week. OH wells. I'm a busy woman. Ha.

Things are going to be different soon. I hope it'll happen, so everything can be back to normal.
At least I dont feel that 'stressed'. I don't know what is stress, or how am I suppose to handle it. I don't think there's much I can do for now. Sometimes I really feel I'm at loss. Mommy cannot really understand what's happening in school, so cant tell her much. I think I should get some tape recorder and record down what I've to say. What goes in must come out. It's my logic.

I've been sleeping for the whole of yesterday, so sat was wasted. Woke up early in the morning to research on Microsoft. BLAH. Can I not do? EEKs. I still cannot find anything on the cultural aspects. Today is chio-ing homework day, guess it's the same for all.

HAPPY HOMEWORKING.

PW results. I should be satisfied with what I've, but I don't know why I'm not really happy.
I've been putting in so much effort in the past one year, chio-ing PW proposal, some will be slacking. In the end we get the same grade, the world is just unfair. MOE, please scrap this projectwork thing, cos it's making no sense.
I find coming to school unappealing these days. With the amount of homework we have, how are we supposed to find time for revision? This is just plain madness. How I wish I can go back to JC 1, and start everything all over again. This is the dunno how many times I've said that.

I'm quite tired of everything.

My eyecandy should make me feel like going to school, but I don't. SIAN.

Went for blood donation on wed.
My blood can flow really fast.
It only took me fifteen minutes to fill a bag. HA.
Choir was rather good. Thanks for putting in effort. I'll improve too.
I felt rather weak today. Couldnt really focus during lessons.
I think I should drink more tea.

The final verdict is out. I guess there's nothing much we can do now.
The concert will be on, and I hope we can perform something that's up to the standard.
After watching Toh conducts, I really feel very nervous.
Imagine yourself conducting at esplanade...
Wells, since we're in it, let's do a good one.
We need to have confidence with everyone, including ourselves.
You have to tell yourself you can do it. WE CAN DO IT.
If nelson's watching our performance, I hope we can apply whatever he taught us, and not let his efforts go to waste.
Let's do our best.

Two items added in the POOH's collection, a jug and a weighing machine. Mommy said it's cute, so she's willing to pay for it.
Econ's causing me to have headache. I've memorise majority of it, just dunno whether it will recall during the lesson. HAIZ.
Watching 'They kissed again'. BYE.

I'm feeling very lousy at this moment. I don't know what I can do to help the choir, but we're trying. I hope miracles can happen at this moment. I really hope everyone can stand together and solve this problem together. Unity is strength.

To that person, if you think you're so great and keep influencing people to give up. FUCK OFF. You're not contributing to the choir, and please get out. I don't appreciate this kind of attitude. You're getting too overboard. If you think you can make a better speech, please tell me, I let you speak. What makes you think your info is more accurate than ours? May I know what is your intention for doing that? Seriously, get a life and get out of choir since you're not on our side. I don't need a member like you, cos' you're not contributing at all. You're just laughing at us. GET LOST. I don't need to lay red carpet for you to walk cos' you don't deserve it.

I believe there's still hope for us. We need to speak up. Voice out everything. The policies suck, and the school sucks. I'm losing hope in the school. Other than academics, CCA is also important. We need a balance in life. The risk that you guys are taking is too big. If you lose, we'll end up like s*jc. You just dont understand us, and you're too unreasonable. I cannot stand it.

Are we supposed to achieve what we want?
Action speaks louder than words.
Is going to school all about studying?
To me, NO.