This year is rather exciting. I've experienced almost every single things, from good to bad, in this entire year.

Firstly, it was some stupid problem that have drag till now, and still remain unsolve. I cannot believe how many times I've cried, curse and swear. This is also the first time my hatred for something shot up so high. All those childish acts made me wanna give 'em a tight slap to wake them up. It's also the first time I tried to ignore what's happening around me and concentrate on what I've to do. Or should I say what I'm oblige to do. To all the adults out there: Being a kid is not easy.

Secondly, I came into this school. It wasn't my choice, cos' my father forced me to enter here. I only like to wear JC's uniform. Full-stop. My passion for studies is not that much. My dream was to be in poly, doing Tourism & Hospitality. My dream didnt come true. Even so, I had fun during the first 3 months. It was unforgetable. My first eyecandy that I was so serious about. Everything was like fairytale, and I bet all his admirers would hate me. It was fun. BUT, eyecandy is good for the eye, but not for the heart. That's the first time, I felt so serious for a guy, but I won't do foolish stuff. It's just feelings. Wells, everything will fade away someday.
In the 1st 3 mths, I was in 07S16, and it was the best class ever. The whole was very bonded. We had waffles everyday after lessons, which was known as bubbling. I still remember we skipped the chinese new year celebration, and all of us were at Sentosa. I wondered how Liew felt at that moment of time. HAHA. I was very close to the girls, esp. KY, V and HM. Wells, no matter how bonded a class is, awful things bound to happen. Quarrels over guys are not worth it, cos' it spoils friendship. Oh wells. Pool was an every week thing for us too. Remember the times when there's only a handful of us, and I was the only girl playing pool. Wells, from then on, I was a 'guy'. Caught my first football match, Geylang vs Tampines, with the guys. That's when I had misunderstandings. Let's not mention about it. The match was certainly boring, and now I know why spore cannot make it.

Thirdly, I came into 07S13. Although it wasnt as fun as 07S16, but we had our fair share of joy and laughters. It's made up of half 07S16-ians, one or two from other CG, and some newcomers. We're quite bonded too. We've really enthu' people like eunice and LJ. Celebrated every birthdays with our class people, quite fun. It's also the first time I had a surprise on my birthday. Thanks. It was a POOH year, where all my presents are mostly winnie the pooh. Damn funny.

Fourthly, PW was a killer. I swear. That's the first time I cried in school, and got so pissed off with the teachers and school. I almost went up to the principal. Our school doesn't rock.

Fifth-ly, songfest. It's my first time, to pick up courage to join such competition. I was thinking, JC is just two years, so let's just give it a shot, if not life is so not interesting. We started off with a song that I'm rather familiar. We didnt expect to pass the first round, cos' it goes by the voting. Problems started to arise for the next few rounds. We didn't know what songs to choose, so we kept changing our songs, till we settled on one, which was one day before the finals. We didn't have time to try on the mics, and that song wasnt an easy song. Memorising of lyrics, harmonising. Everything was done within a day. We lose out to other groups cos' we're flickle-minded, and not much preparation was done. You really can build confidence when you joined such thing. WAVES forever.

Six-ly, I was chosen as an assiatant student conductor, which I thought it was rather slack, cos' in the previous school, as a president, I took up all posts. Rather crazy though. DY and I met lots of difficulties and problems on the way, but we overcomed it. I like the com, cos we could work together and get things done. Pattaya was really fun. That gold was worth our time and efforts. This is when choir unity comes in. Attitudes of certain people had changed for the better which was good. The com was so close that we met up very often, and our topics have never leave choir before. Wells, everything's about choir, you can just imagine our convo. HAHA. Wells, the 8 of us were rather close due to consort. Nice knowing them too. Fun people. Badminton, Ice cream chef, study and lots more. They're a part of my everyday life. HA. Maledess.

Wells, my year has been quite packed with activities, and I've spent it well. Let's hope in 2008, we'll do much better, and defeat the enemy in you.

I cannot wait for the new year dinner with the choir on WED. YAY-ness. I'm so happy almost everyone can make it. THANK YOU!

I'm not a rubbish bin that you can vent all your frustrations on. I'm just a girl who wanna lead normal life, without worries. Get out of my life before anything happen. If the person get to read this, it would be great. Leave me alone now. I don't know what's with me. I need someone to stay by my side, listen to what I've to say and lend me a shoulder to cry on. Oh wells. Thanks LJ for listening to all my crap. Seriously speaking, I'm not a simple girl. HAHA. Are you scared now?

Newton's 2nd law really works in real life, even in personal attacks. If you understand what I meant. Smart.

Suddenly, I have craving for nice nice food in a nice nice place. Someone bring me there now.
I've been slacking and eating, and this is wrong. Pool-ed at sher's house for a while. Her brothers are quite funny and entertaining, unlike my anti-social brother. I like her family la. OH WELLS. I'm born in a wrong family with the wrong dad, that's for sure. He's getting on my nerves every single day. Seriously speaking, I hate him from the bottom of my heart. I cannot stand him, at all. My family life is not that interesting. I LOVE MY MUMMY! She's the best, really. I choose mummy over daddy. That's all i can say, for now.

I'm glued to the TV like 7/11, and he just complained that I'm wasting electricity. C'mon, who's wasting more electrical energy? You, and look who's pointing the finger at. Who's having the aircon on whole night, lights on when there's not a single soul in the living room. GOSH. Who's helping you to switch 'em off? Barhh. I shall save my energy and not waste it, so i can achieve energy efficiency.

Spent like hours on Youtube, searching for songs that are in KTV format. Quite cool huh.
Talking to roy'cher now. BARHH. He's self-claiming mature. HM... question mark plus exclaimation mark. He kept asking me to sleep. Quite mission impossible. I WANNA WATCH SOME NICE NICE MOVIE. Eeyer.

Class dinner tomorrow. GIRLFRIENDS, you're missed. Love.

HEE. I cancelled piano. WHEE.

We had outing today. Not the whole of S13, but its the usual people who turned up. Eunice, LJ, Melly, CR, SX, Rosh and me. Caught National Treasures today. It was pretty interesting and engaging. I finally get to eat popcorn after so long. I meant I didnt have a chance to buy it for a movie cos' I watched with my parents. GEE.

Tomorrow is mummy's day= outing with mummy. Love. Toodles.

A whole day spent with LT. Went to alter my skinnys', tighten & shorten it. It costs me 12 bucks. Eeks. I tried on those white cheap pumps at some shop at 201, and I couldn't find a size that suit my big big feet. I felt so accomplished today, cos' I did something instead of slacking. Wells, the actual plan was to go out, slack and stone. HAHA. I realised I got really sick of the songs in my ipod, a change of mp3 with other people would expose yourself to something new. Now, I'm in love with LT's mp3. HEE.
I've been feeding myself non-stop. How scary is that. I must stop myself from munching on junk food. But wait, the food I eat are not junk but healthy food. Still, need to shed of some kilos before school officially reopens.
I was thinking of a choir dinner sometime, maybe on the 1st/ 2nd day of school. Let's do a survey then. Talking about dinner, I'm still considering whether to go for my sec 4's class gathering dinner. Barhh. I shall go ask whether my girlfriends are going.

I don't feel like seeing someone recently. I've no idea why I'm reacting this way. Wells, this is me. :/ LOVE, good day ahead.

Ho Ho Ho!
Merry Christmas.
:)

I guess you can see this on friendster, on the testimonials I left for everyone. This year's christmas is boring. It's super lonely and I hate it. I only met up with LT just now. We talked about people and went walking around. AIYA. I don't like the feeling of being lonely. I hate christmas when I have no one to spend it with. BARHH.

My cousin's grandpa passed away today, on christmas day. How saddening.

Anyways, merry christmas to all. LOVES.

Woke up late, couldn't find an excuse to get out of the house, then I was late. Met LT at TM. Headed down to SK's house to study, but ended up playing pool for the first 2 hours. I like his condo's facilities. Pool room, reading room and KTV. Sheesh. I wonder why my condo is so lousy. Finally we settled down to study. Lying on the couch makes me wanna sleep, plus that uber strong air con, it's a perfect place to sleep. SK wanted to ps us for his friends, but he didn't.
What a Christmas Eve. Dine out with parents at some restaurant at Suntec. The bill total was 90 plus. What a meal. Nothing much today. He pissed me off again. BLAHH.

On a lighter note, merry x'mas people. LOVE.

Happy Birthday Eunice (: I'm impressed with my stomach. How can it not growl when I didn't from this morning till before the BBQ ? I just dont have much appetite. Im tired. NIGHTY.

P.S. It's christmas eve and I'm not excited at all.

I got scolding early in the morning, because I have no idea how to change the elastic band in the pants. Wells, I can try changing, but I really don't know how to do it. BARGHH. Had piano today. Not much improvement cos' I didnt practice, but my pieces were alright. Went to dig out some old scores to see whether it's suitable to teach our choir. Found a really nice song by John Rutter, ' For the Beauty of the Earth'. Nice song la. I tried to master the piano acc. so that I can play when we combined, but failed. HAHA. Stupid tao gay jump here jump there. Later I'm going for Eunice's Birthday cum farewell party. I don't know what present to buy with such limited budget. Wells, its hols when people are getting poorer and poorer each day. HEADACHE.

To brighten up my blog, I shall display my 'FIZHISHU' christmas tree. HEE.



MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. WHEE.

Ah. I hate my nose. It has been stuck for the whole day. Royston thought I haven't woke up from my sleep. Funny guy. Pool-ed at Sher's house then met lu and we headed towards town. We were supposed to help her find office wear, but we ended shopping for her boyfriend's christmas present. Hah. I've to help her choose the colour of the boxer. After choosing, she chose not to buy. Faints. I fell in love with a woolen pullover, but it costs 95 bucks. Out of my budget. I have yet to finish my whole course of medicine, but I'm feeling much better. LALA.
I don't know whether I should go for Eunice's party, cos' I cannot find kaki. We'll see how later on.

I don't have the christmas feeling.
._.

Baking at Fi's house was rather successful. HAHA. ZY, Fi and me used the christmas tree and girl mould to create the christmas-sy feeling. Wells, the tree didnt turn out very good. It's a lump of cookies. We decided to try the Famous Amos way of making. A lil' lump will do. This is how it turned out.




Chefs of the day.

Just came back from the doctor. Throat infection, cough, flu, fever and body ache. FAINTS. I hate to be sick.

Look at the amout of medicine I've to take:

I shall sleep early today. ):

DO YOU MISS ME?
I'm back from my class chalet. Try staying up for two nights with less than 6 hours of rest, you'll end up like me, tired and sick. Anyways, it was rather enjoyable. The rain didn't spoil our plans for BBQ. Isaiah was the BBQ-er. Althought most of the food were charred on the outside, it was still yummy. HAHA. When the night falls, it was time for some games or gossips. HA. For the first night, we wanted to stay awake till dawn, so we walk from Coasta Sands Resort to Pasir Ris Park thru' the park connectors. The journey there was eerie, but it wasn't that bad as we sang as we walked. All those boybands and chinese songs. When we reached the playground, somehow it felt as though time has reversed to those olden days when we were young. Playground was really fun, and we returned to the chalet at around 5.30 a.m. Everyone went to bed, and squeezing 16 people in a room with two beds and two matteresses wasnt easy. I didnt sleep for long as the temperature was really low, plus the space restriction. Isaiah, CR and me went for breakfast at BK while the others were sleeping soundly.After breakfast, it was sleeping time for me, Isaiah and CR. Second day didnt do much, cos' I have to go back to school for Choir Appeal Audition, and the rest went ESCAPE. Had Canadian Pizza for dinner, cos LJ could get 15 % for em'. Six large pizzas + 2 bottles of drinks = $96.60. Played majong the whole night with LJ, Melly, Rosh and SX. Almost died. Couldnt take it when the clock struck 4.30a.m, cos I had a bad flu, plus throat infection. After checking out, had lunch at BK and headed to sher's house. LJ, melly and me slept at Sher's house for almost 2 hrs. HAHA. Funny scene.

Actually something is bothering me, but I shall ignore, cos' I cannot change anything. OH wells.

I'm gonna be so emo tomorrow. Melly knows why.
I had a bitching session with ZY and Fiona, as usual. HAHA. We were really budget today, as we didnt spent much. A slice of cake and a gourmet pie, thats all we had. The service at Marina Square's Secret Receipe is bad, bad, bad. The waiter took quite long to process my order and serve the food. ZY was super pissed, then she insisted on filling up the suggestion form. HA. She's funny. Bought some shirt at a low price. Tha's about it. Boring life.
Class chalet starts tomorrow. WAHH. I shall go and make ice now. WHEE.

Met up with my dearest cheryl and hui min for dinner. Dining at Sakae sure brought back lots of memories, and laughters too. Time passes really fast, and we realised that we known each other for 7 yrs and 9 yrs. WOAH. Went Paragon to watch SAC choir carol. It sure did attract quite a big crowd, and I hit my head against the pole while I was trying to balance myself on the steps. Went to grab a drink at Starbucks, and the waiter there was super cute. He's so adorable. We couldnt find a table, he came and initated to help. The way he behaves also very cute. HAHA. We played several lame games, and we really laughed our heads off. I love my friends la. HEE.

Heels almost kill. A day shopping with mommy was rather fruitful. Bought a lot of tops and dresses from Cotton On and Mango. Bought melly's Bambi shirt for only 15 bucks, and Jane's bag for only 25 bucks. Everything at Mango was half price, cool. Went to get presents for the people whom I'm supposed to get. Got a haircut, and the person gave me a temporary rebonding. BLAH. What's gonna happen tomorrow? I've no idea.

SK overslept again. Today was quite efficient, though we played quite a lot too. M.Y was our saviour for today. She solved and explained several questions that we couldnt understand, and I'm gonna meet her again. YAY. Headed for lunch at KFC. Talking about all the greasy food, I feel fat, again. We ate lots of food for the past few days, and LT stop being so hungry. HAHA. SHEESH. We shall sing tomorrow, and we'll see whether we wanna go the 'outram thing'. HAHA. TILL THEN.

Supposed to meet SK and LT at 10a.m. I tried to leave my house later than usual cos' LT said she'll be late. HAHA. Wells, in the end I came a minute earlier and waited for 45 mins, until I almost fell asleep there. BK for brunch and studied a tiny weeny bit. SK has to go for 'Outram' thing, LT and I were super curious, so we tagged along. We pulled the handle of his bag as we walk, scared that he will run away from us. He was rather reluctant to let us tag along, due to pressure, he has no choice. I'll not tell you more about the 'Outram' thing, if you wanna know, ask him. Halfway thru' the journey, we got down the train and boarded the opp. side, back to EXPO. The John Little Sale wasn't that cheap afterall, and not to mention, the queue is super duper long. MADNESS. In the end, we have to give up buying. Random point: the japan jelly is super nice.
Went out for dinner at Kallang Leisure Mall. It's very new and big, however its still smaller than VIVO. Had Japanese food, wasnt that nice compared to SAKAE SUSHI, and its EXPENSIVE. Anyways, I got a pair of NIKE Dunks for 50% off. How cool. Wells. THE END. Piano tomorrow. SIGH.

Holidays is gonna be over before we even realise.
I feel something inside me that I cannot explain. I don't know if it's real. I'm feeling emo now. BARH. How? Now ice cream cannot solve the problem.
FROWN. I want to go back to secondary school, where it filled with girls. HA. I don't care if any girls like me, but I just wanna go back there and concentrate on what I'm supposed to do.
SHEESH.

If I give you a chance, would you cherish it?

Today's caroling was much better, but our attire were not accpetable. TOO CASUAL. Oh wells, we shall not quarrel over such minor stuff. Went Geylang for lunch with the usual 8. Had 25 bucks prawn mee and 10 bucks fried oyster. YUMMY. Then headed for Ice Cream Chefs for dessert. That place reminded me of something hilarious. Strawberry with Chocolate & Herseys ice cream, mixed with shortbread. You can just imagine how yummy it was. They're hiring, and I'm interested!!! So were LT and SK, and we signed up together. WEE. Hope we can work together, so that we can have company. Ha.




The seafood restaurant. The candlelight.

A day without choir is weird. Wells, we've been meeting each other everyday for the past two weeks, so that explains why. Didn't do much today. Caroling tomorrow. Definitely remember to bring pitch pipe.



Same watch.

Melly and me
Eunice, melly, me.
Our two beloved birthday boys.
It's Christmas time.

Grandpa's in ICU, hope you're okay. Late for choir, again. SHEESH. What has got into me? Speedy learning for the caroling songs. 10 songs in 5 hours? I need some lip singers, anyone? Help us! Hee. Come Raffles Place to support us tomorrow.
Mixed feelings. Weird.

Woke up late this afternoon, therefore I was late for today's consort practice. Siglap South CC had their openhouse this afternoon. Free food and games. We performed for the RC members in the conference room, and our item only started around 6.15p.m.
Went TM for dinner,and had bibimbab with eunice. Toysauras is still the favourite place for all kids, like us. I spent 5 bucks turning out the POOH handphone accessories out from the machine, and DY sponsored 1 buck, cos' he saw how happy I was to turn the knob. I stopped when the item repeated. SHEESH. All of them are cute!
I'm tired again, perhaps it's due to the frequency of choir practices and late night conference over the phone. Good nights.

SCO conductor. YAM-BUM-BUM. YA-LI-LI.